Nice and Warm…
I complain a lot in the last couple days about the weather being too cold. However, today is not that bad. Today is quite warm. I didn't think today would be that warm since I still can see ice outside. Well, the ice was melting so I think it will be gone by tomorrow.
I was a bit surprised this morning when I woke up that I feel hot and sweating in my bed. It's weird for me cause it never happens since I arrived in this country. Turn out, today was quite warm, 5°C.
5°C is still cold. If you tell me when I was still in Indonesia, I would be amazed. It still cold but compared to the last couple days, it is nice and warm. At least my hand won't be hurt anymore from the cold.
How was your weekends? Is it nice?
I was asking this because my weekends are not that great. It's boring. I didn't do anything productive and didn't do any fun thing. I mean, none at all.
I feel horrible.
And the weekends just went by so fast as well. I wrote this post on Sunday night. So, this horrible feeling is still fresh. I would envy you if you do have great weekends.
Didn't know what to write
This morning I have the same problem that makes me stop writing. I didn't know what I want to write. I don't have any idea. I know I said that I will try to stop thinking and just write something. But sometimes, this urge to be perfect is hard to fight.
I'm a perfectionist. It's my default state. When I'm doing or creating something, I would make it as perfect as possible. Sometimes, I was frustrated because I can't make it perfect.
It might be good because sometimes the quality whatever I'm doing is quite high. But I know sometimes it's not a good thing. Sometimes, it takes too long to produce any result. That why I try to fight it.
But it's hard.
Anyway, as I said before, I wrote this post on Sunday night before this post is live. Tomorrow will be Monday, it means back to be productive (the more I think about it, the sadder it is).
I didn't really have any plan for this week. I think I do have plans but I can't remember what it is. I hope it's not that important because I can't recall it.
I hope you guys have a nice weekends, have a nice day…